Food woes

There are times when you just don't care anymore. You put on the smiley face and act the part but you just don't care.

Before my current episodes, I lost about 20 lbs. I was about halfway to my goal. Now, I don't care. The thought of exercise makes me tired. I have half a bag of basmati rice in the cupboard that I've had for a few weeks. I've eaten one of the ten lean beef burgers that are in the box. I've eaten chocolate and chips. I mostly just want to eat fast food and kraft dinner. Mostly, I don't care.

And right now, I can't find my fudge. I think someone ate it and it makes me sad.