Somebody to Love

My ex-boyfriend is back in town. He's getting married on Saturday. I sent an email wishing him congratulations and all the best. That's all I'm going to do. What he does or doesn't do doesn't effect me one way or the other.

The only thing that I don't like about it is the slight amount of jealousy I feel. Not jealous because he's marrying someone else, but jealous because he has someone. While he has found someone that makes him happy, I found someone who is essentially sending me back to therapy.

I guess I just want someone to love me. Someone that makes me happy.

Is that too much to ask?